Fairy Talezz

The pain is arrogant
A forced smile hurts the most
Course she told me no
I’ve gotten used to it though
Life got dramatic
We couldn’t manage
Your anger is valid

I wanna hurt me, bored of everything
Bitter like black tea, thoughts clamoring
Blackened memory, nostalgic
Internal bleeding
No one left for me. no one left for me
Gone cold, no love left or anything
No one left for me. no one left for me
I’m a corpse and my vision is shuddering
Won mе over with your rose tint paragraph
Your eyеs tricked me into thinking I was good enough
In hindsight, I was never good enough
You just felt bad for me
If I’m wrong tell me now, you gotta tell me now
It would help me out, It would help me out
If I’m wrong tell me now, just wanna make you proud
Help this baby out, help this little baby out

I don’t wanna be a burden
But the face on the wall has told me I am
Fingers round your neck
Love got you paralyzed, gasping for a breath
Life long rest
Longing for the paradise where she’s kept

I not got for time for razors
If scars make you stronger I don’t want them
I don’t wanna see no tears either
For help I’m not desperate I’m better rotting

It’s not fair, I’m not alone
But I feel like I am anyway
It’s a fucking piss take
It’s not fair, I don’t care
I got blood enough to spare
I’m not scared of being a mistake

Writhing, I’m moaning for comfort
Hunger, pulsing for mother, motherfucker
My Innocence is torn away, away from me
Don’t comfort me, I don’t deserve it trust me please
Life with you was a fairy tale, I can’t be having that