Fair Bloom

My pain will wake more than the dogs
Spent a life in fear, felt the silence of god
My shame never ceases to take
I was robbed of the touch, I was born to break
I was meant to be like this
I was meant to be like this

There’s no light in me, there’s never been
You see choices, I see myself caving in
Chained to something I can not see
I’d rather live in pain than beg and plead

Peel me back
This decay won’t wash away
In an ending moment
Embed myself in this empty rift
I built these walls, I’ll let them grow
Sift through the dirt, I can’t let go
I’m meant to be like this
This growing wound persist

These last few seconds
Before I leave this earth
I never saw god
Just ended in the dirt

There’s no light in me, there’s never been
You see choices, I see myself caving in
Chained to something I can not see
I’d rather live in pain than beg and plead

Beg and plead
Let me leave