​failure

[Verse 1]
I'm out here living in grey
At any moment, with the thought I could break
I'll let you lie to me and say I'm okay

[Pre-Chorus]
Because it's all I've got, I am just an afterthought
Trapped inside a metal box, fighting with what I am not
They rip me inside out, now my blood is on the ground
I hope they take me out, I know I shouldn't wander south
I tried my best to change, monster won't go away
God was it all in vain? God was it all in vain?

[Chorus]
Why won't you let me leave? God, I'm a pyro
I'm burning every bridge I see, and I regret it
After every single cut goеs deep, I'm such a failure
I know my meds are failing mе, oh, they're failing
There isn't much that's left for me, tell me I'm useless
I know I'm not the one you need, goddamn, you're ruthless
And nothing seems to set me free, just tell your lies
At the end I know I'm way too weak
I know it, I know it

[Verse 2]
For the last time, look at the city lights
Tor the last time, I’ll bleed myself dry tonight
God, am I lost? You'll let me burn
It's what I deserve, It's what I deserve

[Bridge]
You know I won't forget it, keep a switchblade on my necklace
Falling apart, I'm at the brink and breaking at the edges
To sing when you hurt, to sing when you cry
To sing when you live, to sing when you die

[Chorus]
Why won't you let me leave? God, I'm a pyro
I'm burning every bridge I see, and I regret it
After every single cut goes deep, I'm such a failure
I know my meds are failing me, oh, they're failing
There isn't much that's left for me, tell me I'm useless
I know I'm not the one you need, goddamn, you're ruthless
And nothing seems to set me free, just tell your lies
At the end I know I'm way too weak
I know it, I know it