​failstate

[Verse 1: oribloom]
19 years and a pocket full of dreams
On the roof of my mansion, Burberry inseam
Im the young green giant, only smoking green beans
Stick to what you know and you'll end up off the road
Its not hard to flow and know it, how you going without knowing
Out of pocket flow, I stole it
Crazy how to world revolves around a dime or time to change
I'm not built for winter rain
Bape hoodie on and its zipped up to my brain
2nd hand folding 'round a dime bag, stowing
I've been stuck inside the ether
Don't know what to burn either
Stuck in indecision, trying to stop the worlds' collision
Like I'm back 5th grade and we're still playing chicken
I like to say I know it all
But honestly that's far from true
Follow paths they set before
Wishing for a chance to stray
I really need a leap of faith
Someone all up in my face
Saying "It'll be okay"
Waking up, its not today

[Verse 2: moons]
I've tried to work it
I've tried to make it make sense
But i reset, living with no purpose
I've been underneath the dirt for so long
That I no longer feel bad, I almost feel perfect
Life long, behind a curtain
Feel safe, no longer burning
But when I crawl back to the surface
I will feel the wrath of the sun the hurt that is turning
I'm not learning, i'm staying here
Some form of loyalty to all of my fear
And I don't understand, I could never make it clear
Trapped beneath my brain and my hands don't work here
Nothing works here, best believe I tried
How can I fight when the problem is inside
And every day pass and another section dies?
Still I'm left with a shell and an empty mind