Failing / forgiving

[Interlude]
Sorry that I haven't got back to you in a while
I've been in a bit of a rut to be honest with you
But I think it's lifting today, at least
I wanted to get back to you about what you said
I've been, I've been thinking about it a lot
And here's the thing, I think I've come to the conclusion
That there just isn't one answer
I know that might be obvious
But, but I think I keep looking for this one thing
This solid solution that will just fix it all
But I don't think it's there
I think it's just a matter of trying and failing
And forgiving yourself along the way
I don't know, I'm still working it out
But I have to believe at least
That the mess, the, the in-between, the hard bits
It's leading somewhere, y know?
You just kind havе to keep going I guess, don't you?
But anyway, am, that was super existеntial
So I'll leave it there, but see you tomorrow
I think I'll be over just after six
I really can't wait to hug you
Okay, I'II see you soon