FAILED SUICIDE ATTEMPTS

[Verse 1]
I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF MANY TIMES
I WANT TO GET RID OF MY EYES
I AM TRYING BUT I CAN NOT DIE
I AM TRYING BUT I CAN NOT DIE
LEAVE ME ALONE I DO NOT FEEL THE SAME
I AM A MONSTER, I STAY IN MY CAVE
THERE IS NOT MUCH BLOOD LEFT INSIDE MY VEINS
YOU FEEL THE PAIN WHEN YOU LOOK AT MY FACE
CRY FOR HOURS WITH A GUN TO MY HEAD
WAKING UP, THINKING THAT I WANT TO FADE
I WISH THAT I COULD BE THE FUCKING SAME
EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT I AM INSANE

[Bridge]
-Forgive me father for I have sinned, I have done terrible things
-We all are straight from the path of the lord sometimes, child, but with penance you'll find your way again
-Will you help me father?
-Of course child
-Will you pray for me?
-Yes
-Will you fuck me?

[Verse 2]
FUCK ME IN THE HEAD
BLOW MY FUCKING FACE
KILL ME TODAY
I WANT TO FADE
LEAVE ME TO ROT, DIE IN MY CAVE
PUSH ME AWAY
DONT TALK TO ME
SET ME FREE, SET ME FREE
SET ME FREE, SET ME FREE
I WANT TO END UP JUST LIKE KURT COBAIN
I WANT TO END UP JUST LIKE KURT COBAIN
CRY FOR HOURS WITH A GUN TO MY HEAD
WAKING UP, THINKING THAT I WANT TO FADE
I WISH THAT I COULD BE THE FUCKING SAME
EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT I AM INSANE