Failed at That

Always struggled with relationships
The reasons make no sense so maybe I just make them up
To make me feel better
Can't tell the if the love is real ever
Problem is I get way to attached
Whether or not the spark is there too
Sometimes I read circumstances wrong so i assume
Feelings are equal between us two
Debate on if I should make the first move
But when I do you you get confused
Wasn't your intentions I just fall in love to soon
Its my fault that I hurt when I get turned down
Now things get so awkward whenever you are around
Afraid that you may bounce if I accidently over step my bounds
If there's any shot I got then I gotta make it count
Instead of arrivin' unannounced
At the most random hours just to pout
Textin' you with attitude so sour
Lost the feeling in my mouth
So no control on words that may come out
I only tried to make you proud but

Hook -

I guess I failed at that
Ill just take the blame
Pray I don't make it back
In the same situation
In any type of way
Saying I'm afraid I may make the same mistake since
I failed at that
Ill just take the blame
Pray I don't make it back
In the same situation
In any type of way
Saying I'm afraid I may make a mistake since I failed at

Verse 2 -

Being true to myself
Hate liars yet keep on lyin' to myself
To put my mind in environments more inspirin'
Maybe cause I fear the fire might die again
What if I lose that spark
Leavin' now would be more like quitting then retirement
Always hated being the dark
Doesn't feel like I did my part
Don't wanna to restart
How many times you get before its no longer charm
Costs more then a arm and leg it takes a life of dedication
But they never say it call it luck if it falls in place
Even when you goin at a constant pace
With every move that you contemplate
As if they feel the need down play everything you do
Doesn't matter what road that you choose
Even when you win they make up excuses for why you'll always have to lose
Causing me to second guess every single move so

Hook -

I guess I failed at that
Ill just take the blame
Pray I don't make it back
In the same situation
In any type of way
Saying i'm afraid I may make the same mistake since
I failed at that
Ill just take the blame
Pray I don't make it back
In the same situation
In any type of way
Saying i'm afraid I may make the same mistake since I failed at that
Ill just take the blame
Pray I don't make it back
In the same situation
In any type of way
Saying i'm afraid I may make the same mistake since I failed at that