​fail me most

[Intro]
Vexx

[Verse 1]
Hometown killa', run it back in the park now
In the pen with the neighbours, independent of their thinkin'
But we sharin' hella love when the drugs out
In the cut, sick of bleedin' but you never comin' home
Took a dub, what you on 'bout? Uh
I just delete my soul, this brick don’t heat to go
I compensate my highs with lows
Got my mind movin' real fast, all these pussies hate on my past
Guess I fucked up my social for this one girl I’ve had a lotta time with
Movin' out the silence
Got nobody dissin', ain’t that nun' to fuckin' die with
Say I’m hella petty for my crimes, come get this violence
A shot up in your brain, you left the house without no guidance
You eye this, ho

[Chorus]
Like what you know about some pain?
I spent 700 days with a bitch who was playin' games
She kept fuckin' up my mental, ask a question, I’ma duck it ho
I don’t need depression but shit I’ma need some antidote

[Verse 2]
I let them raid on myself and I account for that
I lost the trust of the homies, a broken code, a fact
Even though was fake fuck, I ate up off that energy
People gave a fuck if I was livin', now they dead to me

[Verse 3]
Damn, wit' yo' bloated minds, rising up to dynamo
Energetic, tellin' lies, you hide up in this anecdote
Get lost, why I’m feelin', that damaged hell
Don’t die when you got the test
I spent three days buildin', that was hard as fuck
But I’ma eat that shit 'fore I catch some rest

[Bridge]
Think I better hit the bed and I’ma load up
Moderate your tone or I’ll closeup
Risin' out by seven pop out the line
And I hope she’ll grab it, it’s not that, I’m fine, ayy

[Verse 4]
I rocked out the show
I whip wit' yo' bitch and she serve me her throat
Need a chance to be proven, I’m finna fail it, I’m losin'
I’ve been empathic of your pain and still yo’self you been choosing
I’ve been alone, body done failed me most
But I’m workin' on a loan from a god, who knows
My pain and past, if I was meant to last
If givin' up was still an option when I dodged the crash

[Chorus]
Like what you know about some pain?
I spent 700 days with a bitch who was playin' games
She kept fuckin' up my mental, ask a question, I’ma duck it ho
I don’t need depression but shit I’ma need some antidote