Fading

[Intro]
I'm just fading away
Can't find the time to come down
My life's a mess right now
Tell the devil I'll be in town, goddamn

[Chorus]
Nothing been the same
I'm in pain
Break me down
That shit I'm fighting now
Come help and break me out
I lay in silence now
Please do not fake me out
I want my death to come around, around, around

[Verse]
Out of body looking at myself in third person
Wanna take my life but I ain't ever have the courage
In the end I realize that that shit is never worth it
So while I fade into thе dark don't get mad at my disappearance
'Causе I won't fear it
I just look into the mirror
At my appearance, and I'm not enough
Making hella money off my pain I guess I'll count it up
I was in the darkest place I can't escape and now I'm stuck
Stuck inside my head I take a drag I'm with the spaceships
Woke up with a shawty said, "I found her in the matrix"
She wear a skirt and devil horns she too basic
Been through this shit before my time was only wasted
I gotta face it, I'm done being nice
I'm throwing shit around the room like a poltergeist
I panic pace around my room like almost every night
I contemplate a bullet through my face I hate the sight

[Chorus]
Nothing been the same
I'm in pain
Break me down
That shit Im fighting now
Come help and break me out
I lay in silence now
Please do not fake me out
I want my death to come around, around, around