Fading

(JaqKel)
Crossing the line
Matter of time
Matter of time

(Peace)
Pills to compensate for the lapses of memory
Wondering what's got into me
Worthlessness got a grip on me
I’ve written this letter too many times
Lie to those that try to pry into the matter of if I feel fine
Truth be told, I'd rather walk into the intersection
Take a hit from four directions
Hope they never stop to question
Like every Christmas, I'm wishing for sudden happiness
Lately all I think on is where the fuck all the laughter went
Maybe this is who I am
Sadness in human form and shit
But why loom over me
Am I problematic in every sense?
Will I destroy the lives of the people I come in contact with?
I should just take aim and obliterate all my consciousness
But every time that I try
I walk away from all the pain and tell myself any lie
Like it’s okay to hurt for now without the answer to why
Like they might miss you when you're gone, it isn't your time to die
Yet that's the only thought that's bringing me comfort in all the insanity
I was just too positive, hiding behind my vanity
Colors start to fade, for a moment I wish that they were me
I been losing sleep, but the darkness has kept me company
Time is not my friend, all I see it as is an enemy
Waiting for the day that I'm claiming will be the end of me
I'm done losing my mind
When the album drop don't look for me, I’m crossing the line

(JaqKel)
I’m crossing the line, I'm crossing the line
Baby it’s a matter of time, I'm crossing the line
Baby it's a matter of time, I'm crossing the line
Crossing
I’m crossing the line, I'm crossing the line
Baby it's a matter of time, I'm crossing the line
Baby it's a matter of time, I'm crossing the line
Crossing

(Outro - Lil Jaywalk)
Hey sensei, why you always leaving?
I mean, you disappear probably like once or twice a week
And for a long time
Every day you're surrounded by people that love you and people that care about you
People that'll help you no matter what
We're here for you
So...why do you disappear?