faded freestyle

[Verse 1]
Stop i ain't playin' no games
Don't give me top when i ain't feel amazin'
Only off the top when my brain been faded
Shit so loud, you would think I'm insane
But i ain't talkin weed, ain't talkin that dope
I'm talking voices hurting my soul
It feel like poison up in my throat
Can't deal with the noise, got time movin' slow
Fuck me up once, ima stay in your face
Ima stay on your top and won't stop like mace
That's how a petty boy play
Fuck let me stop, I'm too busy rambling
I ain't comin outside, if there's cameras
I ain't comin outside 'less its dark out
I ain't shy, I'm just lowering damages

[Verse 2]
Just let me go
No i ain't dealing with anymore
If you get too close ima let you know
No i won't let these feelings overflow
You don't know what i undergo
Got too much emotion stored way below
Expressing my pain through these ugly notes
I'm a wreck but i feel like i do the most
I been running out of time lil bae
Don't know if ill make it through may
No i don't wanna stay the same
But I'm scared if i change, I'll cave
Please lemme lay in my grave
I don't wanna slave away
I'd rather misbehave
Then to go and fix what i break