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[Verse 1]
Succumbing to depression
Is easier to mention than to give a damn confession
Am I good for today? Nah you ain't learn your lesson
What’s the point of anything if I can't answer one question?
Trynna be myself again
I don't wanna go to sleep and have to wake up again
Popping pills that isn’t my medicine
Fuck, I'm tired of myself again

[Verse 2]
It's like I linger in my mind
Trynna find the key to mazes that I designed
Lexapro daily, thinking that I'm faking
I don't know why it's harder this time
Food tastes the same
Sleep is overrated
Thinking that amongst everyone, I'm always hated
The ship always goes down with thе captain
So tired of being tired, now I see what Mac mеant

[Verse 3]
Is this how Van Gogh felt?
Making art his last days until he killed himself?
I'm trynna reach for help but can’t pick up the fucking phone
Now my wrist is bleeding, am I gonna die alone?
Fuck it, if it’s coming
My arms wide open
I ain't running
No more crying, no coping
As I close my eyes, I can hear my grandparents
Ancestors saying hi as I
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