Facetime

Even though I think I'm ready
I'm thinking of giving up anyway
I just want a change
How is that so hard?
I just want this out
I want all of it gone
I just want this gone

I'm worked out
But I'm good now
That I stay down
Up, I won't drown
I said get out
But you stay around
So I play it down
Yeah, I need closure
I need face time
I need a blessing
Don't even stay a while
It's too messy
Like even texting
I do my best to seem so interesting
We're reconnecting
But what I'm here to do
Is break a mirror down
Show what I hid from you
O, I invented you
You were my pet
You're real flesh
I'd never guess
I still got the weight of it on my chest
And I can't get it out my system, maybe
If I explain to you the rest
You'd get why ever since we met

Yeah I've been so obsessed
I guess
Upset, I guess
Obsessed, I guess
Upset, I guess
Yeah cause ever since we met
Obsessed, I guess
Upset, I guess
Obsessed, I guess

Even though I think I'm ready
I'm thinking of giving up anyway
I just want a change
How is that so hard?
I just want this out
I want all of it gone