​face the facts

[Chorus:]
I don't fuck around with the shit no more but
I've been stressed as a bitch, can't think
I don't wanna say that I popped that pill
But I did and I'm still gonna drink this drink
I don't wanna face the fact that I know I'm wrong
But the truth is I know I am
Tell myself this is all I have
But I know that I'm not doing all I can

[Verse 1:]
Yeah, I've been thnking 'bout you lately
'Cause I'm in New England too
Are the walls of your room still blue like my heart is?
Does he take care of you?
And if he does, is he thoughtful?
Faithful and honest
Good at fulfilling
All of your wants, and
Needs when you're down
Scraping the bottom
There in ways that I couldn't be, no

[Chorus:]
I don't fuck around with the shit no more but
I've been stressed as a bitch, can't think
I don't wanna say that I popped that pill
But I did and I'm still gonna drink this drink
I don't wanna face the fact that I know I'm wrong
But the truth is I know I am
Tell myself this is all I have
But I know that I'm not doing all I can

[Verse 2:]
And it's a new year
With a new man
And a new car
And a new plan
And a new job
Prolly got some new Vans
Lookin' fresh as fuck every time you steppin' out
And you prolly think that you doin' better now
Definitely 'cause you are
How'd it get so fucking far, far gone?
So many times I
Cried in the corner
Rightful to say the
Things that destroyed me
I think it's you that
Taught me what loyalty is
'Cause you were always there