(Chorus)
Ain't shit hard for me at all
I be down so much I forget I know how to ball
I can’t get enough when I'm with you I want it all
I been up I cannot fall
Hit the pen then dip I'm writin fables on the wall
Hear my story loud I'm quiet I'm not standing tall
I can't really stand up for myself much anyway
Feel the consequences while I'm withering away
(Verse)
Back and I'm takin the backseat
Baby we need to relax we
Takin it quicker than Maxi
Yeah, uh
Thick skull like a pachy
Order up for the pack meet
Re up at the acme
I been on go so long I forget how to sit down
I smoke double duffel bag I cannot sit down
I know shit always come up so I don't go out
This the hardest part of livin on my own now
No one ever ask me why I'm on my own now
Shit like this why I'm always in a break down
This November so much colder than the last one
Maybe that's a sign I gotta move it past ya
(Chorus)
Ain't shit hard for me at all
I be down so much I forget I know how to ball
I can’t get enough when I'm with you I want it all
I been up I cannot fall
Hit the pen then dip I'm writin fables on the wall
Hear my story loud I'm quiet I'm not standing tall
I can't really stand up for myself much anyway
Feel the consequences while I'm withering away
(Verse)
Its silence that haunts me
I can't focus I'm watching
Where you go when I'm talking
You once told me you want me
What's the point in such conflict
Life is futile and short lived
I can't spend it in Jersey
Losing friends before thirty, fuck
(Outro)
I been wasting so much time
Next thing I know 20's gonna pass me right on by
Gotta get it goin 'fore I'm running out of time
Always running out of time