F3VER DREAMS

Help me
I Can’t stand life when I’m sober
It’s a boulder weighing on my shoulders
Ah they telling me I need to stay strong yeah
But how much longer? I been through it all yeah

Oh I’m losing it I’m drowning in this emptiness
I’m feeling it I’m falling in this bottomless pit
I wonder if you know what it’s like to feel as if you’re not real
No wonder you don’t care cuz why would you

I’m a whole different person I love these thrills
So I got into pills fell too deep it kills
Xannies down in me I need more wasting all my bills

I Can’t stand life when I’m sober
It’s a boulder weighing on my shoulders
Ah they telling me I need to stay strong yeah
But how much longer? I been through it all yeah

Break my bones don’t bury them just hold them close
Take my soul I don’t think I need it no more

I Can’t stand life when I’m sober
It’s a boulder weighing on my shoulders
Ah they telling me I need to stay strong yeah
But how much longer? I been through it all yeah

I don’t wanna go through it alone no no no
I don’t wanna Overdose at home no no no
No need for you empathy oh no no no no
I just wanna be close to you oh woah oh

Monsters under my bed and inside my head
They roam they’re tracing my soul
They’re breaking my bones come take me home
Not where I live but where I belong

I’m lost in The substances it’s so damn dark
Can I reach out to you girl I’m falling apart
I pray up to god but the sky be so dark
Here comes the tears girl get off my heart

I Can’t stand life when I’m sober
It’s a boulder weighing on my shoulders
Ah they telling me I need to stay strong yeah
Fuck that I’m older let it be over

I Can’t stand life when I’m sober
It’s a boulder weighing on my shoulders