F33L L1K3 1M DY1NG (untitled_0030)

(These are the negative and irrational thoughts of Johnnascus)

E-e-e-e-e-everyday I feel like Roxas
I'm a nobody in the shadows of a real, mortal human body
I feel like I'ma fade away (from your memories)
What the fuck I'm saying?
Bitch, we don't have no memories
That's how I fuckin' feel, uh
Tear me open like an orange peel
You gon' see the Dr. Jekyll
And the ugly individual that's inside of me
You can not get rid of me
All I have left is this music
All I have left is this music
All I have left is this music
That's all I have left in this life for me
I'll die making a billion things

Every single day, I feel like I'ma fade a- way, way
Every single day, I feel like I'ma fade a- way, way
Every single day, I feel like I'ma fade a- way, way
Every single day, I feel like I'ma fade a- way, w-w-w-way-y-y-y
Every single day, I feel like I'ma fade a- way-ay-ay-ay

I can fade away from the world with just one click
Said it so many times in my music
Nobody ever motherfucking listens
How many times do I gotta say it- say it?
I hate my life, I just fucking hate it
How many times do I gotta s-sa- say it?
I hate my life, I just fucking hate it
I hate, (I hate, I hate)
I hate, (I hate)
My life, (my life)
My life, (my life)
I hate my life (life)

E-e-e-e-e-everyday I feel like Roxas
I'm a nobody in the shadows of a real, mortal human body
I feel like I'ma fade away (from your memories)
What the fuck I'm saying?
Bitch, we don't have no memo-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-rie-

I HATE MY LIFE
(Every single day, I feel like I'ma fade a- way, way)
AND YOU WONDER WHY
I DO NOT OPEN MYSELF UP TO ANYBODY
CAUSE THERE'S NOTHING FOR ME TO SHOW TO YOU, OR ANYONE
(Every single day, I feel like Imma fade a- way, way)
I JUST WANT TO LIVE
BUT I CAN'T
CAUSE I FEEL MY TIME IS UP
AND I SHALL BE GONE
I'M CONFUSED AS FUCK
I'M CONFUSED AS FUCK