Eyes Rolled Back

[Verse 1]
Blaster, scatter-brain
Happy with a little bit 'cause I never had a thing
Pop Os to the [ex?]
What I needed was XOs
Been getting high like I fiend for the next low
Beg for the love like I love the rejection
Crash my life just to pause for reflection
Long as I get to feel just one touch of perfection

[Chorus]
Laying on the floor with my eyes rolled back
Tryna feel alive before I go flat
You don't got to tell me, I know that
I ain't gonna last long like this

[Verse 2]
I am so geeked, I'm a goner
I think I'm reaching Nirvana
I am not sure if these are my people
Or if they just complete my persona
You can go leave me here longer
Y'all give me the heebie-jeebies
Don't wanna sleep how you wake up or die how you live
So greedy, upon your empires I piss
I'm fire, I'm mist, I'm blizzards and mud
I am attention and I'm just because
I'm faith in a friend that slowly dissolves
I'm the tears of joy when you've known all along
I'm fucking, I'm fighting, I'm trusting, I'm trysting
I'm fifty percent perfect if I could splice [him?]
You'd love me, you'd love me, I swear
But until then, I'm

[Chorus]
Laying on the floor with my eyes rolled back
Tryna feel alive before I got flat
You don't got to tell me, I know that
I ain't gonna last long like this