Eyes Open (In A Hailstorm)

(intro)
Yeah this song goes out to someone who i think about all the time. I miss you

(Hook)
My eyes are open
I think i woke up in a hailstorm
Night fires are burning
But I can't help but wonder if you'll keep me warm

(Verse One)
It's been a couple months since the last time we had spoken
Eyes are open feeling broken, the futures seeming hopeless
Tried to reach you recently now I'm coping with the fact
You'll probably never hit me back it really sucks to know this

Got no option but to move on I take it day by day
Trying to see though shades of grey this shit just stays the same
And I know there ain't a dame alive that can compare to you
So in ways I fear the truth that you won't come save the day

You'd probably say I made my grave like a wolf was once told
Changed the way I play the game now on a single hunch fold
Try to shake a bunch of old memories but still they come up
I love them but I hate it lying awake after sun up

In the past I was a dumb fuck this time I did right
Stayed mature with no spite still we had a kid fight
Like I would of moved there and left behind my music
But its all I have without you and it helps the pain to use it

(Hook)

(Verse Two)
Nowadays I'm pushing harder I can't afford to lose
The only other thing I've loved but never more then you
I'll ignore the gold and jewels I'm just looking for respect
Later on I will need cheques but by then I'll tour for food

Least that's the game-plan ya see i ain't the same man
Who thought unrealistically and played with just a lame hand
If you gave a damn enough to listen you would notice
That even though I'm brokeish I really do spit dope shit

And money isn't everything I know that you think differently
But to me being happy beats a job got off a shit degree
Remembering our history I wonder if your missing me
That remains a mystery to this MC who rips the beat

I bet that you'd be pissed to see the day your proven wrong
Funny cause its always you who helps me make my moving songs
Your my biggest inspiration what everything comes down to
The one thing that I've found true I'm happiest around you

(Hook)

(Verse Three)
I really hope this ain't the end your both my love and greatest friend
If history repeats one day we'll make amends
Maybe this time break the trend of us drifting apart
That's a rift that my heart probably couldn't take again

If it even handles this I need a massive lift
Just to wake up cause I'd rather sleep and reimagine bliss
Every week that passes is in itself a struggle
Without you theres no magic in my life I'm just a muggle

Locked inside a room thoughts comprised of gloom
Trying to block them out until I get lost inside a tune
Which reflects the way I'm feeling and get put up on replay
I'm always rocking NGA or in a Hopsin kind of mood

A lot of times thats cool with me a break from the hail
Which pounds the coffin which I cough in as I wait for the nail
Then I take and inhale holding your memory tight
The energy it sends to me extends a brief light

(Hook x2)