Eyes in the Dark

Tell me, what do you see, when your gaze falls on me
That's merely what you perceive
It gets so deep I stop breathing
I feel your vision pierce the back of my head
Intrusive late night thoughts
"Would they care if I'm dead"
Anxiety easily triggered like semi-autos with lead
I get stressed out, paranoid by the turn of a head

My tank is full, I'm overloaded
Was there an error when I was coded
Emotional magazine full, can't load it
My mind is going too fast need to slow it down
The man in the mirror is looking at me
And to be honest I'm too embarrassed to see him
I know I was put on this earth for a reason
But can I hurry up, reach out and reach it
I'm taking this medication is it working?
Sometimes it's alright but sometimes I feel worthless
Most of the time I just sit with a blank face staring at the walls, I'm hurting
(yeah)
I said that I'm hurting
My head playing with me, like this really is the worst game
Do they even care? Look I really cannot be certain
Don't know which is worse and I'm either the cursed one
Or maybe it is me that be doing all the cursing
(hey)
Hold back I'll be purging snakes
Yeah I think we need to talk it out
But I'm getting tired of waiting
(ay)
On you not to make mistakes
I'm running out of words to say
I'm getting tired of discussing my feelings
So I'm gonna save face stand, smile and wave

Tell me, what do you see, when your gaze falls on me
That's merely what you perceive
It gets so deep I stop breathing
I feel your vision pierce the back of my head
Intrusive late night thoughts
"Would they care if I'm dead"
Anxiety easily triggered like semi-autos with lead
I get stressed out, paranoid by the turn of a head