Eyebags

{Verse 1}:
My Mom and Pops tried they best to protect me from problems with an umbrella
But the rain keeps coming in sideways its like rounds outta barreta
Now im older and I'm no longer under the hood of my parental
Hardships coming from all directions and it's taxing on my mental
Constantly in the head of me cause that motherfucker copped a rental
My loved ones was the ones to help to keep me sane and not resentful
But I don't wanna reach out even, Drowning with no signs of shore
I know the strugglе will end someday, but will you tell mе whats the pain for

{Chrous}:
Tired of this, tired of that, my eyes have dropped again
All of the time, wrestling with stress, can't stay on top of shit
I have been bind, in the depths of my mind, I won't acknowledge it
Focus on my fails, and never my highs
Despite accomplishments
Doing shit, that you know would not fly
Fuck your acomplises
Abuse on the mind, by commiting a crime
That shits provocative
Seen people breakdown, Sit-down and cry
I gotta positive
"Im not gonna leave", "Im here if you need"
I keep my promises

{Verse 2}:
I've been dealing with the fued like I'm living in a game show
Like HOV watching god father, when the dramas shown
Questionin the worth of words in a system that hates my people
You ever been called a Nigga, by a nigga you ain't know?
Im tired of the shit I've been put through thats outside of my control
Had a talk with Lady A about the feeling of feeling helpless
She taught me her experience with exhaustion, Often having to proceed the world with caution
Racism fought with constantly since, back when she was on a school bus
Fought through the years of it, now she upstate on a tour bus
I wanna find the bus to guide me, im looking for my Anubis
More shit and hatred, from some nigga that I dont even know who is
Cut the wings that you think you fly with, like your name is toothless
I can't trust none of those niggas, all of them are Judas
Can I trust my dawgs to be there, even if I was roofless?
Do they trust themselves even when, they feel like they losin?
I know im getting sleep so why is it still there
I guess my mind hasent been getting the same rest that my body has
Truth is, we all got eyebags, we just have to find a way to improve this

{Chrous}:
Tired of this, tired of that, my eyes have dropped again
Some of the time, wrestling with stress, I'll stay on top of it
I won't be bind, in the depths of my mind, and I acknowledge this
Starting this time, and the rest of my life, Integrate into improvement
Proof will show, through all my actions, that will lift me through it
Affections what I need
I'll reflect the water, keep my moon lit
Got no energy? Life in jeopardy?
You feeling like the world is useless?
And too tired to breath?, Reach out to them please
I promise you they'll help you through it

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