Eye Opener

I am gods unwanted child
Buried in sin, indulging within me
A living hell, far worse than death
Deaths a reward, far from a threat
Content with these lonely nights
Counter attacking on myself
Drowning in my helpless screams
The dark side is pulling me
Heavier than an anchor sinking to a bottomless sea
Self reflecting a ruthless image of a watered down me
Vindictive in my selfish ways
If I can't have it then I hate it
Hatred pumps through my veins
Inflicting pain every fucking day
Convicts in the street
I'm labeled as a wolf and the worlds my sheep
Face down in the casket
Far from picture perfect where the faces are plastic
The truth hurts
Dreamer keep dreaming while the realists taste the dirt
What I've earned
The beast inside will arise as I taste my demise as my insides burn
Burn me alive
Burn me alive
A blackened heart with a stomach full of pride, I am dying inside
Burns me alive
Swinging fistful of vengeance inside, no motivation or drive
Burn me alive
Taste the dirt
Dreamers keep dreaming on