EYE OF THE STORM

[Intro]
Fuck, man
It's all my fucking fault
Everything that ever happened to me
I'm the root of that shit

[Verse]
Fuck is the point in living like this
I do not feel like i even exist
Don’t enjoy shit so I’m calling it quits
Can’t even list all the shit that I miss
That’s how it feel when the stars collide
No real feels on my inside
No real tears come down my eyes
No real fears of dollars died
Wake up nude in the afternoon
Fan rotates like the faster moon
Don’t stand nor shake, just pass the room
Til my fan breaks, ain’t crashing soon
Round and round, I hear it spin
Sometimes that all I hear again
No one round here no more instead
The days of when sleeping with them
Hop outta bed
Not enough rest
Stop any sleep when yo mama’s upset
Under this stress
Slumber a test
Don’t give a shit when yo father’s a mess
Tied on my neck
I’m glad that shit broke
Fell to the ground tryna grasp and I choked
'Nother chance at my life, so I clasp it and hold
Crashed a fight, so I’m back on my old shit
You don’t wanna know bout no focus
You don’t wanna know bout my coldness
You don’t wanna know how it is with nothing but apathy, hatred and brokeness
Sitting and hoping and waiting for change in my life
Skipping on moments by stapling down on the couch with daylight
No motivations, no patience for spite
Trickling water come down the tap
Kissing each part from the arm to the back
Stickin' its pins and its whims in my lap
Out of the shower, an hour is passed
Looked in the mirror, flooded with tears
Can’t believe this is the cast that appeared
Smiling and laughing with all of my peers
Tryin' to capture the moments I seared
I remember how she felt in my hands
I remember getting help from my mans
Now both of them hate me, it’s crazy how times go and change from where you began
Shouldn’t have cheated when I felt defeated cause that just made everything heated
Fuck any reason I justified putting them up in mind
Because I ain’t try
Everything’s fine
Don’t need to worry bout me
Fuck am I turning to be
Stuck between burning and peace
This is the turbulent scene
Turned murder mystery
No matter my framing, remaining responsible
No road has been taken, no outcome is possible
Where in my outlook is probable
I just wanna rewind in time
Revise all the times I lied
Be alive when I’m out with the guys
I despise how it all arised
Ain’t nothing hurt more, than my friends and her backstabbing
I’m on the floor, cause I let it happen
Miss all the flirts that i let pass it
But I’m the one who caused the static
Missin' his presence I always was guessing us dressing up at my wedding
Now he’s offended, I let it descending from all of my fucking essence
Still look at my messages, hoping for texts and shit, but I never get it
Still hoping my phone goes and rings the tone, everything’s severed

[Outro]
Nah
Nah, man
I ain't get shit