Expectations

[Intro]
Yeah...

[Verse 1]
Wake up today and now I’m feeling different
My mind is changing consistently just for the stupid business, just listen, I’m killing expectations that race inside my mind, the kind that kills the will to thrive damn... why can’t I just live inside my brain without a worry in the world, all these comments make me nauseous, man just stop it, I’ll be honest
You don’t mean a thing to anybody, so stop critiquing and giving a 9/10 when I don’t give a damn
Man screw this social media bullshit, all this anger inside of me I can’t even hold it so please excuse me if I rip your head off
I’m just tired of this weight upon my shoulders, internet is killing me I’m getting colder
These comparisons are getting to my head, I’m losing value as an artist to myself, I can’t help all of these feelings that are inside of me that try to beat me down every single day, oh god just let me escape please

[Hook]
Hate these expectations
I can’t live with myself
(I need help)
These thoughts inside my head, they break me
What do you want from me?
I won’t change

[Verse 2]
Everything is going crazy, Everybody’s watching
I can’t make a single move
Or a joke without being rude
It is true, that these people are pathetic
And can’t even take a hit, a diss, just lick my taint
And keep your damn mouth shut (uh)
I’ll admit I look at my follows, and try to make it bigger
But it’s not the center of my life so I work on the music
It is better if you do it, I live a much better life, which is the key to all this bliss, now I am standing so damn tall! And honestly even with all this good, I still get jealous, wishing that I had success, and not have my mind be a mess, but everyone is at each other’s throats, which is getting distracting not just for me, but even for yourself, now just please do me a favor and get off of the internet, and stop being so fucking selfish, I get you can’t help it, but be like a normal person with some common human decency, “why are you so mean to me?” Because I just want to live in fucking peace

[Hook]
Hate these expectations
I can’t live with myself
(I need help)
These thoughts inside my head, they break me
What do you want from me?
I won’t change