Exitus

[Verse 1]
I remember the first time our eyes met
And I remember the first time I rhymed that
But times change, that love song I arranged
It just don't seem the same, but it ain't outta my mind yet
How do you un-intertwine when the webs spin?
For the past seven years been my best friend
It's been a blessing, but we’re stretched thin
So I guess your right, it's time to do the next thing
Can we flashback, back before the stressing?
Back to backpack straps, sitting at desks when
We were innocent kids, flirting pretend we just friends
Passing notes, it's joke, they all knew that we end
Up together, ate lunch together
We both been through so much together
I always thought our love was set in the stone
The hardest thing I ever had to do was letting you go

[Chorus]
I always figured we'd grow old together
Have kids together, make a home together
But what happens when you fall out of love
And everything thought you have swept under the rug?
What do you do when everything you known
Get thrown to the wind and you know winter is cold?
But you can't see the spring
What then, where the fuck do you begin?

[Verse 2]
We never used to fight at all
Back as teens holding hands in the hall
How did it get from feeling like we flying
To me getting used to the sound of your eyes crying
It's not that I stopped truly loving you
But I used stress as an excuse to get comfortable
I had no passion, if I can be honest
I lost it, that original sense of attraction
I kept wondering, have I been missing out?
Only seeing you since seventeen, like what's that about?
Catching my eyes wandering
Staying one step ahead of my mind following
I respect you too much to cheat on you
But it's hard when it's painful to be with you
Tryna’ control me, threatening to dump me
No wonder that you left, we don't even like our company

[Chorus]
I always figured we'd grow old together
Have kids together, make a home together
But what happens when you fall out of love
And everything thought you have swept under the rug?
What do you do when everything you known
Get thrown to the wind and you know winter is cold?
But you can't see the spring
What then, where the fuck do you begin?

[Verse 3]
So why would I wanna fall in love again?
I've seen it how it start and now I’ve seen it how it end
I've seen it from the spark and now I've seen it when it hit
Rock bottom and you hollow so you swallowing the gin
Sometimes you feel like it's intolerable to live
So you wallow in your sorrow and the bottle is your friend
Jameson is crazy when it's all up in your skin
When a round of alcohol you think it bound to help you mend
Nah, fuck it, helping you forget
Fuck dealing with the pain when your self is in the pits
Seven years, when met were just kids
When you left I was a man, I can't help but reminisce
I can't wake without feeling like pure trash
That's why I stay here gripping the beer glass
I still remember all the love and all the laughter
But it's time to turn the page, it's the end of the chapter