Existing

What have I done wrong now?
I've made up my mind
Existing is easy
Living is hard
With so much contradiction
I want someone to believe in
I never thought we would make it this far
I only wanted to convince myself
But half of the time we were lost we were gone
We never stopped to figure anything out
Comes softer and slower, comes under control
Make time for the bad times, away from the good
I can see with my eyes closed
I can see you in the darkest room