Existential Loneliness

[Chorus: ctr1s]
I'm always feelin the same
Even though everything's changed
Say my music sounds lame
I'm overwhelmed with the fame
(Um)

[Verse 1: ctr1s]
Don't wanna see the light in your eyes
You don't fucking care
When your best friend tries
Keeping you from going 6 feet under
Where'd you go? I wonder
You're prolly with another
God I fucking love her
Wish I was her druthers
My sisters with her brother
And they love one another
And I don't wanna be alone
I'm waiting for a message on my phone
And I don't want anyone
You're the one and I'm gonna find out
Where you always hanging out
I'm done
I'm done
(Uh)

[Verse 2: rehllik]
You're done with me
I couldn't breath
Before
Didn't think this shit through
I don't hate you
Anymore
Living rent free in my head
I don't care wish I was dead
Please don't stay away
That's what you want me to say
Right?

[Chorus: rehllik]
Feeling the same
Even though everything's changed
Say my music sounds lame
I'm over whelmed with the fame

[Outro: rehllik]
I don't really care if
My friends leave me
I know how to play pretend
I guess I'm just used to being realling fucking lonely
(glitched giggle)