Existence

[Verse 1: Elijah Alexander]
You're keepin' it cool
Makin' the rules
That I didn't know I broke
When I fell for you
I'm just afraid
When there's nothing left to say
Am I waiting just say I can break me too?
I'm fragile I know
Shoulda taken it slow
I can't help myself to let you go
You've lasted this long
How were you so strong?
I can't tell myself
Tell myself
Now that you're gone

[Pre-Chorus: Elijah Alexander]
I don't think that you'd listen
When I tried to help
I guess I'm to blame for the distance
'Cause I can't even help myself

[Chorus: Elijah Alexander]
All of the time I've been missin'
I'm all alone in existence
You were my all
Now I'm on my own

[Verse 2: Diesel]
Put my whole heart in between
I got more scars on my back than your jeans (Back than your jeans)
When we confused I don’t ask what you mean (Nah)
I’m not askin' for Jesus I’m asking for peace (Askin' for peace)
Mixing our friends with our enemies
Stop tryna mess with me
You put the best in me (You put the best)
Thought it was destiny
Now I’m obsessively (Yuh)
Thinking how everything good dies eventually
Yeah
Lining my walls with the proof (With the proof)
Told myself we’d make it through (Make it through)
Nothin' u said wasn’t true (Wasn't wrong)
I guess I’m a loser but I’m just like you (Yeah)
Put on my vest but I’m still in the blue (Yeah)
Nothings a blessing until it comes through
Taught me a lesson of somethin' I knew (Never)
Never go trust someone testing the view

[Verse 1: Elijah Alexander with Diesel]
I'm fragile I know (Don't test my view)
Shoulda taken it slow (Tryna take it slow)
I can't help myself (I can't help myself)
Help myself to let you go
You've lasted this long (Lasted this long)
How were you so strong?
I can't tell myself (Yuh that's just what I tell myself)
Tell myself
Now that your gone

[Pre-Chorus: Elijah Alexander]
I don't think that you'd listen
When I tried to help
I guess I'm to blame for the distance
'Cause I can't even help myself

[Chorus: Elijah Alexander]
All of the time I've been missin'
I'm all alone in existence
You were my all
Now I'm on my own
All of the time I've been missin'
I'm all alone in existence
You were my all
Now I'm on my own