Exhausted

[Intro]
I'd carry the weight on my back, wonder how long it would last (How long it would last)
Eager to meet up with dad, I couldn't get over the past (Couldn't get over the past)
And my only purpose was that, maybe it's time to unpack (Maybe it's time to unpack)
Yeah, maybe it's time to unpack

[Chorus]
I'd carry the weight on my back, wonder how long it would last, it probably wouldn't
But I'm eager to meet up with dad, I couldn't get over the past, I probably should
And feel like my only purpose was that, maybe it's time to unpack, you ready?
All you've gotten petty, now it's gettin' heavy
Took away my life, and now I'm taking many
I've been on my god shit, I'm exhausted
Trust me, I can change, all this hatrеd, now I've lost it
'Cause therе is no escape, from the pain, I'll be watching
Yeah, what more could they take, I've been chained, out of options
Yeah, I'm exhausted

[Verse 1]
Take a look at my mind
I am my enemy, I gave up everything, I wanna see the other side
It's what you'll never be, there's no more empathy, so I'm about to cut ties
It's the better me, they call it devilry, and I met him a couple times
Yo, we've always struggled, to control our emotions
And we were ghosted, so how could you be, the one who would notice
Was never chosen, no matter how hard I tried, it was hopeless
That's how it goes, so I'll show them, I'll fix myself when I'm broken

[Chorus]
I'd carry the weight on my back, wonder how long it would last, it probably wouldn't
But I'm eager to meet up with dad, I couldn't get over the past, I probably should
And feel like my only purpose was that, maybe it's time to unpack, you ready?
All you've gotten petty, now it's gettin' heavy
Took away my life, and now I'm taking many
I've been on my god shit, I'm exhausted
Trust me, I can change, all this hatred, now I've lost it
'Cause there is no escape, from the pain, I'll be watching
Yeah, what more could they take, I've been chained, out of options
Yeah, I'm exhausted

[Verse 2]
I'm on fire, lately been tired, just know I'll go and get what I desired
'Cause you would look at me, like I'm a zero, when you were somebody, I'd always admire
It's how I'm wired, used to be shyer, I'm the kind of person you would inspire
And the dream you had for me to be a hero, I was for it, but I guess I'm a liar
They had a couple other plans, you're the ones I can't stand
Never cared about you, they'll be catching these hands
It wasn't fair what they'd do, don't know if I give a damn
So Imma make them turn blue, I'll do whatever I can

[Chorus]
So, I'd carry the weight on my back, wonder how long it would last, it probably wouldn't
But I'm eager to meet up with dad, I couldn't get over the past, I probably should
And feel like my only purpose was that, maybe it's time to unpack, you ready?
All you've gotten petty, now it's gettin' heavy
Took away my life, and now I'm taking many
I've been on my god shit, I'm exhausted
Trust me, I can change, all this hatred, now I've lost it
'Cause there is no escape, from the pain, I'll be watching
Yeah, what more could they take, I've been chained, out of options
Yeah, I'm exhausted

[Outro]
I'm exhausted
Heh, ell me what more could they take, I've been chained, out of options
Look, I'm exhausted