exes

Ion know why u lie, why u lied on me
Is it cuz she die when she ride on me?
Fighting for my life, would you fight for me?
Called out on a dime, would you slide, homie?

2015 when I started, 2020 had to hate it
I got burn holes in my memories, 'round that time my mind was vacant
I was tracking down my ego, swore i thought i could replace it
Psychic damage all i got, it took me 4 years just to face it
Now i'm 23 and smiling, swear i'm done being complacent
I'll be friends with all my exes, gotta fake it 'til u make it!

I don't wanna be forgotten in my lifetime
I don't wanna make mistakes, but i have to
I don't wanna love, there isn't any passion
I don't wanna yearn if i can't ever have u
What's the point in moving on if there ain't anywhere to go?
What's the point in going fast if i wanna take it slow?

Every night keeps getting darker
Loving u got harder
(exes, exes, exes)
I keep running from the marker
Turn me to a song that you turn on as we grow farther
Held that girl inside my heart, i guess i couldn't guard her
I'm just a feature on a track
Every word is an attack
I been talking to u, i know u heard me but won't talk back
Is it something that i lack?
Is it something that he has?
Is it something that you wanted but never got in the past?

Pass me the phone
All my exes keep on calling
I pick it up when i'm alone
All my exes keep on calling