​excogitate

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I can't go to sleep
I want you right here next to me
I fucking hate it when I breathe
I can't believe I made you leave
And it's fine
I fucked up and it was my fault I can't lie
And I know
I know I'm an asshole I do this all the time
I'm just too complicated
I'm just too damn mistaken
I get no compensation
I love you please just say it
I'm in my head I'm lost now
I can't escape this compound
I ruin everything wow
I'm so upset, oh
I slam my head in the door (In the door)
What's left just to lie on the floor (On the floor)
I don't know what to do anymore
Why does life have to be such a whore?
Am I ok or am I insane?
Am I happy or am I in pain?
Make me wanna forget my own name
Am I different or am I the same?
I think a lot, I know I'm not
I [?]
Am I ok?
Can I go back? Just say my name
I don't like the confrontation
I don't talk so I can't face it
I'm misunderstood I hate it
Don't know how I can fake this
I just want my head back
I just want you right here
Will you be my best friend?
Is it all just pretend?

[Verse 2]
Is it pretend? Oh
I just want my head oh
Take my hand and we can get out
Pop a perc and I can't see now
I'm too reserved-erved
Just say the word-ord
Oh oh oh, Woah woah woah