Everytime, Everything

There's a weight of a drum on my shoulders
But there's a heavier one
You're standing next to me and you say my name
I'm lost for words
I'm
I guess i'll teach you how to drum
The weekend passes and i'm feeling kinda dumb

Saturday and sunday you're stuck on my mind
Monday comes and my eyes are darting all around me
And every time i see you, everything slows down
Except for my heart
I'd like to get to know you, but where do i start

A few weeks pass, every morning
You've been my first thought
I'm struggling, struggling to find those words that i lost
Late nights, a lot of things on my mind, but mainly you
I really like you
I even write a little song and it sounds like

Oh ***** don't you think it's silly
How much i've fallen in love with you
And i think that you're pretty, so very very pretty
It's hard for me to look through you

Maybe i won't show it to you
Maybe never
Maybe i'll write a better one
Maybe it'll make you cry
And every time i see you, everything slows down
Except for my heart
I'd like to get to know you, but where do i start

A few weeks pass and i ask you a question
You say yes
A hug and a wide smile
My mind can finally rest

Or so i thought
Till you drowned me in a pool of confusion
Cloudy water, but it cleared
And the things i saw
Oh what a shame for you to break my heart this way
Did you think i'll be okay

And to this day i swear i haven't recovered
I even broke another heart, trying to fix mine
I know you apologised and so did he, oh how nice
But you've stolen my soul and i want it back
Just a misunderstanding, i'm sure it explains
The way that you led me on every day
And everytime i see you everything hurts now
Especially my heart
I wish i could forget it, but that's too hard