Everything You Think You Know

I try to focus on my drink but I can see my fate in it
I took a deep breath and drunk and never questioned where I got it
Is this purgatory now?
I swear I’m dead!
I really mean it
I’ve hit rock bottom

I wake in bed
And fuck myself over again

I’ll give myself up to the wind if I please
‘cause it’s so fucking pointless making plans with my dreams
Well you’ve just woken up and I’m barely asleep
When I’m home from this journey
I’m giving myself to the sea

I try to focus on my feet but it’s a blur just past my nose
Wearing the same jeans and same hat I wore a year ago
When you explained to me there was beauty missing someone far away
Did you really mean it?
Or have you forgotten?

I wake in bed
And fuck myself over again

I’ll give myself up to the wind if I please
‘cause it’s so fucking pointless making plans with my dreams
Well you’ve just woken up and I’m barely asleep
When I’m home from this journey
I’m giving myself to the sea

The things you need
You push away