Everything To Lose

[Intro]
Yeah, unruly
Uh

[Verse]
Baking on Mondays, K's ways spread your runway
Crazy and mundane, get away, safe and unscathed
Take what your son say and be at church, safe on Sundays
Pray that one day you can live away, days in the sun shade
Praise the Most High, severed ties strangle me sometimes
Lay with the sunrise, pump metal signs waving in Mumbai
Scaping the Hyundai, serrated blade slid through the union
Bread breaks in communions, I fled safe to the UZI
Lead cases seduce me, feed me to the flames
Pray to God I'm peaceful as the creases in your brain
Sleeping every day as you manifest your future
Hand a check to shooters, see a man demand respect from whoever you talking to
Look at the troops, they only fall for you
Fathers deuce and leave on their kids, don't let that bother you
The cops'll shoot the bombs at you, nigga, for real
Uh
But smoke leads to fire, I don't see Messiahs
I see dope fiends beside us on these cold streets that I'm from
No police to watch y'all, parole teams and S.W.A.T. cars
Most seen the plot holes, you trip before you got far
Ruins, I seen things that you never seen
People see me and doubt what I could ever be
Age of seventeen, I look with no future ahead of me, who you be to be telling me?
I used to hang in the streets, and I tried evading police
I'm so numb to all of my pain so my brain just needs to release
Death stink is on my block and red sneakers on my feet
Kept thinking I'm a god and kept teaching enemies
Man, I ain't made it yet, my greatest threat
Was getting laid to rest by some crazy shit
All my friends sadder than me, that's just the way we live
Made an escape out of flows and paper slips, razor wrists
Depraving shit we engaging but thats what made us rich
Put faith to a atheist, put blades to a traitor's lip
Listen back and replay this shit when I'm six feet under
I miss the gutter of devastation and words that was against me uttered
Don't get me started, I was like, I'ma make it, the kid who can lift the bar
The well-intentioned, relentless, a fake of what niggas are
The opportunity seldom, we held them in disregard
Can you survive with no line while you wail in the midst of sharks?
I seen my friends catch a smell and inhale, and then sniffin' raw
I came to blows with my family, hugged it out when it ended
Summer sprouts in the winter, we huddled out 'til it finish
Drunk, crying in my garage 'cause I need to
When your life is opaque, but everybody see through, misleads you
Made an excuse for bullets and machine use
Thats why I write murder on the page of a beat loop
Really tryna be greater than fighters that proceed you
Time relapses, broken scales like we frying catfish
Hope to build a sculpture near where the defiance happened
The lions share of the whole profit and I ain't happy
Drinking whiskey and smoking blunts out of bible passage
Bibles open, you hope for love in your times of sadness

[Outro]
For real
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I don't know what I'ma call this
Talkin' 'bout some "[?]"
I was thinkin', like, I don't know "[?]", like
Like El Chapo shit, or [?] Chapo, it might be-
It might be "Pablo Escobar"
But I just found that type of shit fascinating
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