​everything that hurts

[Verse 1: Eunhae]
How many times were you there?
Because you felt like you had to
How many calls did you miss
Then say that you didn't mean to
When you were really with her
Just admit honestly
I’m used to it now
I've never been treated fairly

[Verse 2: Eunhae]
Everyone said
Just give it time to get better
But they didn't know that
It was just getting harder
To get a grip on my life
And it was getting tighter
Felt like i could just die
And everything would be better

(everything would be better)
(everything would be better)
(felt like i could just die, and everything would be better)

Felt like i could just die
Can’t get a grip on my life
I think i'm losing touch
I can feel my insides

[Chorus: Eunhae]
Leave me here or bury me alive
'Cause i'm starting to love the ones that lie
And i can't let myself be free
'Cause everything that hurts is what makes me happy

(makes me happy)
(makes me happy)
(makes me happy)
(makes me happy)

[Verse 3: bedhead]
How many tears should i cry?
When i talk on the phone with you
I'll only be fine
When i'm the one that’s alone with you
And it’ll shatter my heart
If you let your guilt get in the way

[Verse 4: bedhead]
So you'll put me first or i’ll put you down
And i know it'll hurt, she's not even around
And the scars even it out, careful who you're surrounded by
I wouldn’t trust the discretion of those other guys

[Chorus: Eunhae]
Leave me here or bury me alive
'Cause i'm starting to love the ones that lie
And i can't let myself be free
'Cause everything that hurts is what makes me happy

(makes me happy)
(makes me happy)