Everything’s Not Fine

[Verse 1]
When I come home at Christmas
We act like nothing's different
Like we froze in time
And your corner of town
Seems far less innocent now
But I stay, stay polite

[Pre-Chorus]
And bite my nails and hold my breath
Don't say the things I should have said
Nine years ago, could cut the tension with a knife

[Chorus]
Everything, everything's not fine
If I'm being honest
Everything, everything's not fine
You still hit the hardest
Everything, everything's not fine

[Verse 2]
Sitting here in this basement
My old pink CD player
It really brings me back
I think of you less often
Guess coming home's the problem
You just come flooding back

[Pre-Chorus]
If I called you out, I know, I bet
You'd turn it 'round, call me obsessed
And say I'm crazy, tryna cover up your crime

[Chorus]
Everything, everything's not fine
If I'm being honest
Everything, everything's not fine
You still hit the hardest
Everything, everything's not fine

[Bridge]
Sometimes I wish that I could just
Forget you ever happened
I wish I could take the memories
And lock 'em in the attic
I still have so much to say to you
But I fell in the habit of keeping everything in
Oh, life would be so different
If I never even met you
I would meet someone and trust them
And not think that they're all like you
I would love myself a bit more
Sleep a little better
If I see you again

[Chorus]
Everything, everything's not fine
If I'm being honest
Everything, everything's not fine
You still hit the hardest
Everything, everything's not fine