Everything I Never Said

[Chorus]
I've been wanting you from the start, from the start
Oh
Baby, I want you in my arms, in my arms
Oh
Yeah, look

[Verse 1]
I hope this song reaches you in time
I know I'm crazy, I crossed a line, yeah
Lately, I been seein' these signs
And they all point to you, my thoughts pressin' rewind
I been reminiscing 'bout you on the side of me
I know I'm destructive, I don't try to be
Maybe it's how I was raised, who I'm designed to be
Want you to know I'm writin' this as an apology
For every time I ever made you feel like you were less
Every time I evеr made you think you were a mеss
Every time I ever made you feel like any other girl was better
I just wanna let you know that you're best thing that ever could've happened to me
Used to be happy with me
And to this day, I thank God that you ran into me
These days, I let my feelings get the best of me
And I still think of you every second you're not next to me, I've been

[Chorus]
I've been wanting you from the start, from the start
Oh
Baby, I want you in my arms, in my arms
Oh
Yeah, look

[Verse 2]
If I had another chance, I would love you right
Now I know that if you care, then you sacrifice
I was selfish with my ways, I was caught up in a phase
I was tryna numb this pain, I just couldn't fight
Thoughts spillin', heart killin', pain drillin'
Tried to stop, but without you, I'm not healin'
Wish I had you in my arms to make it up to you
But I guess I was never really enough for you
You know I had this dream that I was chasin'
Came this far from writin' songs in the basement
Moved to L.A., where the people were the fakest
And I ended up tradin' my happiness to be famous and
Now I'm here wishin' for you back home
You my spine, you the one, you my backbone
The only time I ever feel like myself and
The type love that's irreplaceable, you can't clone

[Bridge]
I'd rather have you than a million friends
Rather have the key to your heart than to a Benz
I'd rather have the truth, I don't do pretend
If it's me and you, it's me and you until the end
Look, I'd rather have you than a million friends
Rather have the key to your heart than to a Benz
I'd rather have the truth, I don't do pretend
'Cause if it's me and you, it's me and you until the end

[Chorus]
I've been wanting you from the start, from the start
Oh
Baby, I want you in my arms, in my arms
Oh