Everything Has Fallen Apart

Every goal that I made is fucking useless
The choices that i make including existing has gone to shit for me and to everyone around me
Always gonna blame myself cuz I'm the only one that can fuck up shit even if I didn't meant to
At one point I was turning evil and I hate it
And I was creating hell for myself for hurting everyone I ever got close to
At that moment I knew there was no turning back
After that year my mental health is in no shape to bе fixed

Depression and hatrеd has got me down at this point, self isolating and no improvement of my happiness
Stuck in one place that I don't wanna stay in anymore
Slowly killing me
Slowly ending my life