Everything

I fall asleep
And wonder what I might become
I feel so lost
I've seen too much for 21
I pick apart my life
And question all I’ve done
I just want to call my father now
Break down
Make sure he's proud of his son

I feel like I'm testing time
When I step aside, and look into my woman’s eyes
Remember crying in your dorm
You held me warm
And showed me life was on the otherside

You taught me how to treat people
And love 'til it's lethal
That faith can exist inside
More than a steeple

When i look at you
I don't see anything than exactly who I want to be

Chorus:

But maybe I don't know 'nothing?
Except this fire I'm touching
And how it burns
And leaves scars on my hands

Because if life's about money, material chasin’
And working a job we all hate for vacation
I’ll die in this music
And leave EVERYTHING where it stands x2

*Tape Flip

Don't even think for a second you can talk to me crazy
I did this on my own so no one say that they made me
I’ve been working on myself so no one say that I'm lazy
People love to hurt my feelings
And decide that they hate me

That's real cool
You just be yourself, man
I'll be in the basement
Wonder what Imma tell fans
If I miss a drop date one more time
Saying that the music’s sounding great, I'm feeling fine

When really I'm

Stressed as shit
Depressed as shit
They just see the talent
Say I'm blessed In this

I'm just hoping that I make my rent next week
Hate the way my vocals sound, I barely speak
But at least

I'm not one of these kids in my hometown
Drugged out, bitching, stuck bumming
So when you come knock at my door
When I'm on and killing shit
I'll flip the bird
And say you should have saw it coming