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[Verse 1]
I'm old enough to feel old
But young enough to die alone
And that's a scary thought to have
When you don't wanna die at all
And I wanted everything I have
Take a look to the past
I had wanted so much
Just to find it doesn't last

[Verse 2]
It's more than just a habit
If you see it you can grab it
But you know it when it hurts
This is my attempt to find the words

[Pre-Chorus]
It's not a hymn it's not a song that you grew up singing in church
This one's a little bit louder and it's a little bit worse
It's all, it's not, it's all, it's nothing
It's something harder to find
The thought of biting that bullet shot out of sight and out of mind

[Chorus]
It's not just anything
Because it's love, it's sex, it's life, it's death
That lie you told under your breath
The last drag of a cigarette
It's everything, it's all it is
It's all it is

[Pre-Chorus]
It's not a hymn it's not a song that you grew up singing in church
This one's a little bit louder and it's a little bit worse
It's all, it's not, it's all, it's nothing
It's something harder to find
The thought of biting that bullet shot out of sight and out of mind

[Chorus]
It's not just anything
Because it's love, it's sex, it's life, it's death
That lie you told under your breath
The last drag of a cigarette
It's everything, it's all it is
It's all it is

[Outro]
It's god in drag, it's time that's passed
The call you got, about your dad
The softest touch, a taxi cab
It's everything, it's all it is
(I'm old enough to feel old
But young enough to die alone
And that's a scary thought to have
When you don't wanna die at all
And I wanted everything I have
Take a look to the past
I had wanted so much
Just to find it doesn't last)