Everyone I Used to Trust

So burn this city to the ground and run
Set sail for everything we ever loved
Living for sleepless nights under these moonless skies
These were just my best intentions
Never understood the consequence
I'm losing touch with everything and everyone I used to trust
My mind has seen too much change
I'm growing up too fast and I'm deep in over my head
I'm breaking down living up to expectations and directions too hard to comprehend
I've been in such a fucking rut
And this feeling in my gut's enough to knock me out, and tear me down
But I'm forced to carry on
Because in the end I'm selfishly driven by the feel of things
Am I losing touch with everything and everyone I used to trust?
(everything and everyone I used to trust)
My mind has seen too much change
I'm growing up too fast and I'm deep in over my head
I'm breaking down living up to expectations and directions too hard to comprehend
I kept my chin up, when this was pulling me down
I kept my chin up and that's what kept me alive