Everyone I Love is Depressed

[Verse 1]
Bobby Brown is my north star
And rehab is my new addiction
The plug map is wrong as fuck
I don't owe him shit, fuck his addition
God can't save me, fuck religion
Sat with Stevie, and I snatched his visions
Looked in the sky, snatched the rhythms
Every weekend I wind up missin' (I'm gone)
I used to want to be RZA
They just kicked me out of Sizzler (True story)
I just had a bender
Started June, ended in September
Mike Tyson and Mao in a blender (Chairman Mao)
Oh shit, I hate that that's me
I just passed your mama cocaine (here you go ma'am)
Free Palestine and fuck Tel Aviv
No more friends 'cause I fuck up functions
Liquor store 6 AM, my world's gettin' bustin'
Smirnoff breakfast, shit's disgusting
Wanted to be grown, why was we rushin'?
Dyin' upside down
High as fuck 'cause I hate the ground
When I say I wanna kill myself
I am not fucking around

[Chorus]
But don't kill yourself
Why?
'Cause I love you too much
Yeah
But don't kill yourself
Why?
'Cause, we, love you too much
We love you too much

[Verse 2]
Plastic pill bottles everywhere
This shit don't make no sense (Not at all)
They fill every crevice of my room
Even the closets and vents
Everybody's on eggshells when I'm in the spot
Man, this shit gets tense
He was a Jehovah's Witness
But addiction still killed Prince
Does my boss know that I'm high as fuck?
Every day I gotta ask myself (I gotta know)
'Cause every day at work I'm drunk as fuck
And I ain't even tryna mask myself
But I'm maskin' my depression
And I'm maskin' anxiety
They said I could be what I wanted
I swear they lied to me
Now I spend the whole day blunted
I'm like, "Fuck sobriety!"
If you suicidal but still scared to die
Then you should ride with me

[Chorus]
But don't kill yourself
Why?
'Cause I love you too much
Yeah
But don't kill yourself
Why?
'Cause I love you too much
Said I love you too much

[Outro]
All y'all for the boys, drug toys inside your pants
Here's the beat, these bums at the club just to dance
But I chose dope and its needles, now I'm seated, now I need it
Hey yo Brian, you seen this nigga Brian?
Said no Brian, go 'head Brian, with Infinity & Knives?
Oh, yeah...
Man, this nigga owe me twenty-five dollars!
Twenty-five dollars, huh?
I been callin' him, textin' him, he ain't answer me. My granddaughter showed me on Instagram, this nigga said Germany!
He's in motherfuckin' Germany, and he won't give me my twenty-five dollars!
Well nigga you owe me $40! So when he give you your $25, make sure you give me my motherfuckin' $40 back, bitch ass nigga!
Man, bust yo ass up bringing up some old shit
You ain't gon' bust nobody ass nigga, I'll fuck you up right now!
Man, I fucks with Brian. That nigga is ill. I love Brian, man. That nigga grandmother used to suck my dick back in the day, she was the sweetest dick sucker I ever met
Nah man, ain't nobody talkin' 'bout Brian— Man, shut your ugly ass up!
Man, I love Brian— Just shut your bitch ass up! You run around here owe niggas all kind of money! You cryin' about your lil' $25! Get your bitch ass out of here, chump!
Get up bitch ass right now!
Shoot your motherfuckin' ass right now! How 'bout that?! How 'bout that?! How 'bout that
How 'bout that? You ain't gon' shoot shit! Bitch ass gonna run away!
Bitch ass gonna run away? Man, these bullets ain't little nigga!
Ain't nobody fuckin' around with you!
Tell Brian come down here and bust your ass soon as he get back from Germany! To pump your ass nigga
Tell him bring his pump-ball-head ass on down here!
Punk ass nigga, get the fuck out of here!
Hey, you's the punk ass!
Get his ass out of here!
All of a sudden niggas goin' to Germany and you on they dick!