Everynow and then

Every now and then
(Every now and then)
I look out beyond the end
Yeah I'm at it again
(Yeah I'm at it again)
In my head I begin to pretend

Maybe something else
(Maybe something else)
Would have happened then
(Would have happened then)
Is it better than this?
(Is it better than this?)
I don't know, but I can't dismiss

Every now and then
(Every now and then)
I lose my senses again
(I lose my senses again)
I know no other life
No matter how hard I try
I keep constructing

I don't need to feel sorry for myself
Yeah, I know
But I can't keep back my own thoughts

I'm just thinking about the things that make my human
(Make my human)
I'm just thinking about the things that don't really matter
(That don't really matter)
I have no idea what I'm doing
Or who the hell I am foolin'
I have no idea what I'm doing
I have..

Every now and then
(Every now and then)
I look out beyond the end
Wait, I'm at it again
(Yeah I'm at it again)
I must admit it's a worrying trend

I just can't control
(I just can't control)
Things that happen sometimes
(Things that happen sometimes)
But I can't deal with that
(But I can't deal with that)
I'm a child of my own design

Every now and then
(Every now and then)
I'm to my senses again
(I'm to my senses again)
I have no other life
No matter how hard I try
I keep constructing

I don't need to feel sorry for myself
I feel guilty to feel sorry for myself
I don't need to feel sorry for myself
I feel guilty to feel sorry for..

I'm just thinking about the things that make my human
(Make my human)
I'm just thinking about the things that don't really matter
(That don't really matter)
I have no idea what I'm doing
Or who the hell I am foolin'
I have no idea what I'm doing
I have..