Every Night (Part I)

Verse 1

Dear father
I’m sorry I only call for help
But I’m doin' bad I need a hand, I need to tell
Someone this story of glory mixed with pain and illusion
She made it feel like heaven but now I’m going thru hell
I thought I loved her
The first time in years I cared
For a woman
What was I doing? where was my fear?
Where was my heart? where was my soul? where was my mind? honestly I don’t know
That’s why they call it blind
Now I’m trying to find a way out of this fuckin’ mess
Forgive me for cursin’ but I’m a person in stress
I’m sorry for only coming to you when shit is bad
Sometimes we forget to thank you for all the stuff we have, I’m sorry

Chorus 2x
I think about it
Think about her

Verse 2

I’m sorry for calling you a liar in some of my songs
But so many have died I wonder why you want them all?
In my mid twenties and half my fam is gone
Shit I don’t know but somehow that just seems wrong
But you’re the man you have your plan and I will follow
If you can lead me and free me from always grabbing bottles
Every time I’m down & drown in whiskey, sorrow
Saves the day but paves the way for a shit tomorrow
Again, I’m sorry for drifting off of a single topic
I wanted to talk about a girl I like, it gets me sobbing
It really shouldn’t but I couldn’t control my feelings
She made me feel so special
Like she really needs me
Only knew her a couple of weeks but felt so deeply
For her, now she’s gone I’m writing this song cause I’m still grieving...

Chorus 2x
I think about it
Think about her