​everlast

[Chorus]
They say, "You're not alone"
But I'm weighing myself down to the bone
I'm deprived of your voice, your expressions, your tones
They scream, "Don't go"
But I guess you didn't listen
I hope that you just missed it

[Verse 1]
I'm losing my grip on reality
I need some help or just someone around me
Not a physical family
The moment feelings all erupt
They can't handle your trust
Guess I was too much of a burden from the cut
But don't let yourself go and doubt on me
The ocean is howling
That's my kind of outing
You don't know the hurt that it brings
Can't focus, can't breathe
I love you, but you know what I think?
I'm way too detached
You don't got my back
Been tryna distract
"That boy's such a drag"
I lay in my bed; think things never meant
Her hand; never leant
Where have you been, love

[Verse 2]
That girl made me feel like I didn't wanna suffer
Validated all my reasons
And then continued to smother
Cards all on the table
The table's brittle as fuck
'Cause you leave with no intentions of hurting me
That's enough-
If what you say is what you mean
Then fall back onto me
I'll swallow up your misery
I don't care what it brings
I'll be your puppet with no strings
Just show me that I have meaning
Like a matter, or a purpose
Just a reason that I'm breathing
I've been wishing on the stars since a kid
They're where my arms don't reach
But my eyes look past them
The scars make a pretty constellation
They connect all I see
But at the end of the day, they still look past it
You gotta hope it lasts
You're holding yourself back
If you're falling, your wings cracked
You gotta snap 'em back
And when the sky becomes the ceiling
I'll throw rocks to make it crash
Oh, don't look back
Don't look back

[Pre-Chorus]
Through and through
Every time I break down my own recluse
Just because I thought they understood me too
From my point of view
They never do
They never do

[Chorus]
They say, "You're not alone"
But I'm weighing myself down to the-
I'm deprived of your voice, your expressions, your tones
You've never known
But I guess you didn't listen
I hope that you dismissed it