Evergreen

I've failed to find myself
I know these thoughts don't help
But they're eating me alive
Why's it you I fail?
I stay inside my room, I've only got myself
I let my feelings take control, I walked the concrete trail

I love the evergreen (Breathe)
"I'm better off alone"
The words you said to me (Stop)
I let another lie slip right between my teeth (Liar)
I'm too deep in the water, sinking underneath

Now I'm wondering
Do you remembеr me? (No)
'Cause evеrything we had seems to be history
I let all my release turn into jealousy
Everything and everyone's upsetting me
Don't got the energy

It seems I've stumbled right back into this lonely pit again
And I only make it worse, I'll grit my teeth as the pain begins

I'm done with all the lies you say to me
'Cause every single time
You end up breaking me
And making me feel like a waste of time
I feel there's new heights that I climb
Every night, another guy
Wrapped up in those sheets of yours
Just to hide behind your lies

I hate the sight of me and honestly
I'm breaking down inside
I'll find myself within our memories
Or runaway and hide
Within the place that I reside
You know you're always on my mind
I miss the glamour in your eyes
I don't know why I even try

I love the evergreen (Breathe)
"I'm better off alone"
The words you said to me (Stop)
I let another lie slip right between my teeth (Liar)
I'm too deep in the water, sinking underneath

Now I'm wondering
Do you remember me? (No)
'Cause everything we had seems to be history
I let all my release turn into jealousy
Everything and everyone's upsetting me
Don't got the energy