Ever Since

[Verse 1]
No Vicoden
At the time, nothing can get me higher than
Adderall or vyvance depending on what the prices is
Gambling, like Mike Jordan did but with my life instead
Had to play my master card, show myself what priceless is
I was in a crisis, not taking advice and shit
I saw what my vices did, over improvising it
Now I got my own bands
Pour the reposado in my flask for me
Know niggas sucking up like a bad hickey
Y'all wet willies don't fuck with me
Same ol' song and dance upped my visa
Came a long way from high school theatre
Practicing my lines in the bleachers
Little boy, caught a break after all
Royal like a tennabaum
Humble yet, I ain't sitting down, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
When opportunities get to calling me
Might be gone for like a week
Sometimes two or maybe three
Months start going by
I start to notice all the time lost
And when I get back home
Been thinking different ever since
Sometimes it's hard to be alone
To all the people that I miss
All that glitters isn't gold, gold, gold

[Verse 2]
You're getting good at keeping up
When life's a party, half the time's hangovers
Taken for granted, so I let it go, let this remind you
To keep in mind who deserve yo shit
I'm talking 'bout your time and who you spend it with
I'll admit, I cut out all the toxic's, I take pride in it
I grow from it, you writhe in it
Broadening my horizons
And low key they still dick riding and been expended they mileage
Shake it up like Parkinson's, I hurt so I pop Vicoden
Eliminate my pain in anyways it is that I see fit
Might just do the Coco like Ice-T did on his honeymoon
And I will admit, agitate me, find out I'm no pacifist
Can't catch me lack, your girl be at my shows
Shorty tried to cuff me, had to let her go
Ever since, learned all that glitters isn't gold
I trust in me, it's getting hard to trust a soul

[Chorus]
When opportunities get to calling me
Might be gone for like a week
Sometimes two or maybe three
Months start going by
I start to notice all the time lost
And when I get back home
Been thinking different ever since
Sometimes it's hard to be alone
To all the people that I miss
All that glitters isn't gold, gold, gold