Ever After (Live)

(Verse 1)
I don't believe in ever after
Isn't what I want all that matters?
These self-inflicted wounds they won't revive
By the time I lost my [?] it was '97
I was 11

(Verse 2)
The very next day I lost my mind
20 years later I can't find it
I guess I'll never know until I try
But my father never cries and I'm right there with him
So why do I miss him?

(Chorus)
Ooo ooo ah ah ah
Will I ever measure up?
Ooo ooo ah ah ah
Or will I always be alone?

(Verse 3)
Maybe I've lost my will to reason
Maybe I'm just out of control
But I won't leave it alone when I despair
Every day I check my hair, am I receding?
Am I receding?

(Chorus)
Ooo ooo ah ah ah
Will I ever measure up?
Ooo ooo ah ah ah
Or will I always be alone?
Ooo ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah oh
Oh
Ooo
Ooo
Ah ah ah ah ah

(Verse 4)
Time it keeps slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into a future where I'm missing
When I disappear I wake right up
Did you get my text? Are you still up for nothing?
Am I still your nothing?

(Chorus)
Ooo ooo ah ah ah
Will I ever measure up?
Ooo ooo ooo ooo

(Outro)
I don't believe in ever after
I don't believe in ever after
Ah
I don't believe in ever after