Even the Angels Cry

[Verse]
It seems like when a legend dies even the angels cry
You know I suck at my goodbyes because I hate these times
And I don't ever feel too good after
And it always leads to bad habits
I don't like losing people
Losing people makes me feel like I'ma go and lose myself
No M&M's cause shit ain't sweet when you been by yourself
You're workin' hard but you still got your demons
You hear 'em breathin' but they leavin' when you taking treatmеnts
You numb the pain and ease thе brain of the stress
You on your phone, you all alone, ain't got nobody to text
Go with the flow, I gotta go, don't know what's happening next
I'm on the road, I see the signs and now I'm tryna forget
Everybody else
I'm fallin' into a vicious cycle
I'm sippin' NyQuil, losing idols
Death will be my true revival
I'm feelin' like I never needed help
I'm losin' hope up in my mental health
I think I'm fallin', I think I'm fallin'
Phone at 100 but they never callin'
They never callin', it's a problem, can't you hit me back?
I just wanna talk about my life and tell you all the things that I been doin' right
Shoutout to my mistakes
Without you, I'd probably be up in a better place
I learned my lesson after late-night confessions to exes tellin' them about how I feel
I was much faker then but now I'm finally keepin' it real
But still, I feel terrible about my current state
I used to ride the currents, currently, I lost my way
And now I'm in a maze with no exit
No way out of this depression
I'm only good for second-guessin'
I think of way too many questions
And I avoid any corrections
I guess that's the reason I been stressin'