Even Now

Even now after all these years
I think about you with both joy and pain
Even now I remember when you left
I walked all night through the rain
Broken and lost swearing I'd never love that way again

Even then you were aiming much higher
Somewhere higher where you thought I could fly

Even then you were looking for rainbows
Something more then the cloudless blue sky

Now you tell me you were wrong
You never should have left me for an empty dream
And now you spill out your regrets
A mighty river to a bitter stream
Lying awake thinking about all that might have been

I guess we're even now
I guess we're even now

Even now, more often then I'd like
I think of you and the place we used to share

Even now I remember all the songs and the perfume in your hair
I was carried away until you cut me down in mid air

Even then there was something inside you
Something bright that was burning so cold

Even then there was something about you
Something dark that I couldn't hold

And now you tell me that your life has never been the free flight you thought it would be
And now you know it's way to late
All we've got is history
You know that when I lost you, you lost me

I guess we're even now
I guess we're even now
I think we're even now

Even then you were looking for rainbows
Even then in a perfect blue sky

I guess we're even now
I guess we're even now
I think we're even now
Could mean we're even now
I think we're even now
I think we're even now
I think we're even now

All that summer in the moonlight
You were dreaming I was believing
All that summer in the moonlight
You were dreaming I was believing